11/04/2026
I don't even know how to make this post. I'm absolutely devastated and I'm sorry if I am incoherent or leave anything out. I'll make a video after the necropsy results are returned.
Our beautiful "oops" baby, named Onyx, passed away very suddenly and tragically last night. I won't go into detail because it was genuinely traumatic, but I had them gently wrapped in a towel so I could put on their leg band. Within 60 seconds, they had passed away.
It was such an abrupt and horrible passing that I have elected to have a necropsy done, out of fear that the rest of the flock could somehow possibly be affected. They were only 5 weeks old and perfect, there's no outward signs of why, and I am genuinely terrified right now.
With recently losing Spumoni after such a long health battle and then his botched euthanisa, this loss weighs so incredibly heavy. Aside from the emotional toll, these two back-to-back tragedies have completely wiped us out financially. The necropsy and cremation is $715 just for Onyx.
I will make another post/video update soon, but for now I have to deal with this by monitoring the flock extra closely. Our vet Dr. Grodio is visiting us on Saturday, because our sweet flock member Jewel needs a lupron (hormone) injection to slow down her egg laying. We do NOT have the money to cover this incredibly necessary appointment.
PLEASE help us by donating any tax deductible amount (links in bio for PayPal/Venmo preferred, Meta takes 45 days to send donations). Thank you all, and I'm so sorry to deliver this absolutely devastating news. I haven't stopped crying. Being born at a sanctuary, while a mistake, should have meant a long, happy, worry-free life. I feel like I somehow failed them.
Nest in Peace, Onxy 💔🕊️😭 I need to take (another) social media break for a while.