10/31/2026
20 YEARS CLEAN FROM MY DRUG OF CHOICE! ✨
If you or someone you love is struggling with substance use, I hope this reaches you. I hope you know you’re not alone, that recovery is possible, and that life can get better. So much better than you might be able to imagine right now 💗
I share this every year, not for attention or because I need anyone to marvel at the number, but because I hope that maybe, just maybe, it reaches someone who needs to hear that things can change.
20 years ago today, I used my drug of choice for the last time. I was 16 years old, and I had absolutely no idea what life could look like on the other side.
And today? My life is beyond my wildest dreams.
Not because it’s perfect or because every day is easy. Far from it! But because I get to be present for all of it. The joy, the grief, the laughter, the heartbreak, the adventures, the mundane, and everything in between.
Much like dog training, it’s taken management, behavior modification, lots of practice, and an incredible community of support. Progress, not perfection.
Just for today, I am endlessly grateful to Narcotics Anonymous, to everyone who helped me get clean, to those who have helped me stay clean, and to all the people who have been part of building this life I once couldn’t have imagined.
I don’t take any of it for granted.
And if you’re reading this wondering whether things can ever be different for you, please know that they can. You don’t have to have it all figured out today. You don’t have to do it alone.
20 years of just for todays 💗
📞 SAMHSA’s National Helpline: 1-800-662-HELP (4357). Free, confidential support and treatment referrals, 24/7.