07/27/2026
Today, we said goodbye to Fathom.
This morning I woke up to find him barely breathing. I rushed him to the shelter, and even though it was her day off, Megan came in without hesitation. She has done this more than once for me. This isn’t the first foster kitten she’s gone above and beyond for, and I don’t think she gets enough credit for the compassion she shows these animals. Thank you, Megan, for always being willing to step in when it’s needed most—even when no one expects you to.
My heart is broken.
In just over two weeks, I watched two tiny kittens fight with everything they had. We celebrated every ounce gained, every meal eaten, every playful moment, every tiny victory. I truly thought Fathom was going to beat the odds.
Instead, today I left the shelter with another empty carrier.
People often tell me they could never foster because it would hurt too much. On days like today, I ask myself the same question.
Why do I keep putting myself through this heartbreak?
The answer is because Fathom deserved someone to fight for him.
He deserved a warm bed instead of a park. He deserved a full belly instead of starvation. He deserved a body that wasn’t ravaged by fleas before he was even old enough to survive on his own. He deserved so much more than the hand he was dealt.
But here’s the part that hurts the most:
None of this had to happen.
If his mother had been spayed or his father neutered, Fathom and Albatross would never have endured the suffering they did. Their lives were shaped by something that was completely preventable.
Spaying and neutering isn’t just about controlling the pet population. It’s about preventing suffering before it ever begins. It’s about keeping kittens from being born only to face starvation, parasites, abandonment, and lives that end far too soon.
So today, I’m grieving. I’m angry. I’m exhausted.
But tomorrow, I’ll probably say yes to another one.
Not because losing them gets easier, it never does, but because as long as people continue to be irresponsible, there will always be another Fathom waiting for someone to give him a chance.