10/30/2026
I think I FINALLY got the golf cart repaired, and it worked great on today’s run! 🙌🐾
Today’s team consisted of Arlo, Quinn, Ditto, Blue, Husk-a-door (aka Huskey 😂), and Little Miss Zoey!
One thing I learned today is that the golf cart is NOT nearly as fast as the dogs would like it to be! 🤣
You can see it right at takeoff! They were digging into the ground, ready to GO, trying their hardest to get that golf cart moving faster!
Listen, kiddos, I had the pedal to the metal! She’s a golf cart from the 1980s! She’s doing the best she can! 😂🤣
But on a more serious note…
I can’t even begin to describe what it feels like to have this passion back in full force. ❤️
To be honest, I didn’t know if it ever would come back.
For over two years, something that had been such a huge part of who I was just didn’t feel the same anymore. I didn’t have that itch to go. I didn’t have that overwhelming desire to hook up a team and hit the trails.
Even going into this fall, I was still cautious. Still hesitant. Still wondering if that part of me was gone for good.
But that first time back out on the cart?
It hit me like a freight train.
That feeling. That excitement. That overwhelming rush of happiness when the dogs take off and suddenly nothing else in the world matters.
It was like finding a piece of myself I thought I had lost forever.
And now? I can’t WAIT for the next run. I’m thinking about teams, trails, miles, and the next opportunity to get back out there. That itch I thought was gone? Oh, it’s back with a vengeance!
One thing I know about myself is that I am stubborn as HELL.
It may have taken me over two years to get back to this point. Two years of fear, hesitation, grief, and trying to figure out who I was after losing Shiloh.
And I may never be exactly the same person I was before Shiloh.
But you know what?
I don’t think there’s anything wrong with a mixture of the old Sarah and the new Sarah.
The old Sarah had the passion, the determination, and the absolute love for running dogs.
The new Sarah has all of that, too, but she’s also learned just how quickly life can change, how deeply loss can affect you, and how much courage it sometimes takes to return to something you once did without a second thought.
Maybe the goal was never to become the old me again.
Maybe it was to find a way to bring the best parts of her along with the person I’ve become.
And today, watching those six dogs dig in and pull that ancient golf cart down the trail, I realized something.
I didn’t lose my passion. I just needed time to find my way back to it. ❤️🐾
And damn, does it feel good to be back.