21/11/2025
"It is better to have loved and lost
Than to never have known love at all"
Sometimes when I think of you, I think, maybe it would have been better never knowing you. Because one day the heavens have to take you back and you'll leave me behind and I know this will kill me.
My greatest love promises my worst heart break. And if you've ever been privileged enough in your life time to find your soul dog, you'll know.
If you know me, you'll know.
I think this photo encompasses her. A golden light. An angel sent down to be so much in a young girl's life. So much more than she will ever comprehend.
I will always wonder why God blessed me with her. I will probably always ask why he'd ever need her back.
I'll always wonder why she had to be born the way she was, why something so perfect had to be handicapped. But in that I think there are many lessons. God said I will send you something so incredibly strong, so beautiful, so brave and so full of love that I have to compromise elsewhere. Her legs will strain under the love her heart will carry.
I could never ask for a life without you, because the one with you in it will undoubtedly be worth all the heart ache and grief I will one day have to carry.
Despite my greatest fear being the loss of you, I have you. And that will always be enough 🤍