10/29/2026
It's been a difficult few days. We had a tragedy. I have not fully recovered. In brief a weasel somehow got into both of my chicken houses and killed everyone. My heart is broken. Everyone loved Wh**ey my big rooster. My depression is over the top. The birds have lived in these houses for years. I thought the houses were like a fort.. But these bastards can get into a space 1/4 of an inch. My hysteria not only caused my blood pressure to peak but a massive nose bleed. How I miss them.
This bastard was going to attack the chick's house next .So I sat in the coop from 8 PM until 8 AM. I was freezing but I had to stay and protect them. The next day Tanya and I removed them and now until I pick up a coop from Tractor Supply they are in my bathroom. Yep. I can clean but life cannot be replaced.
So we are on a killing mission I'll get this bastard. I can't even walk past the houses. I still see them in my head. There is no way to express the emotional pain I am in.
The struggle is real. I am trying to arrange for a fund raiser to help offset repair expenses. Donations would help. I'm still feeding colonies and doing what I can while trying to stay above water.
The dogs run and play like crazy in the kennels. Today Buddy was running around and suddenly he couldn't move. In brief I'm not sure if he had a neurological attack of some kind. I stayed with him and rubbed his leg and talked to him. Tanya said his eyes dilated. After a few seconds he was back to normal. I brought him indoors and made him rest. Something else to worry about.
Everyone else is doing well. It must be the change in weather because everyone is eating more. Much more. Finding good hay at a reasonable price is difficult. All of my feeds--cat and dog food is now higher than ever. Rescues are feeling it. I can't trap any more. I need to focus on the farm. Yet I feel as if I am not doing my job in preventing births. But money is very tight and I have no help with funding. So--you can only do what's possible.
It's quiet. Everyone is asleep. I have not fully recovered from my all night in the coop. I'm going to call it a night. Tomorrow is another busy day.
Just an update.