04/17/2026
I don't often talk about the struggles of training on social media.
Don't get me wrong, I value transparency. If anyone asked me who I preferred between Hawk and Finch, I'd tell you Finch, in spite of Hawk being the better dog for sport, because Finch has always felt easy. Her engagement came naturally, and she put a high amount of value in me from the beginning of our training journey together.
Hawk? Hawk, quite frankly, did not give a damn about me or what I wanted, and it took a lot of time and a lot of effort for that to change. She was an externally motivated dog who did not need me in the same way her sister did. Hawk does not depend on me - she is perfectly capable on her own, thank you very much. I absolutely complained about it, but I also put the axe to the grindstone and worked to change that.
When her mother was younger, I remember asking a friend of mine to just take her and put the tracking on her, and she told me no, again and again, adding gently that it will mean more when her tracking scores are all my own doing, and she was right. I took that to heart and I am incredibly proud of the working relationship Hawk and I have, now. She is aging like a fine wine, and the future excites me.