03/25/2026
Oh my gosh, this captures our life with Bertie perfectly. I am crying so hard. Thank you Judy for this! I will always treasure your words for my precious baby girl. š¦š
From Bertie to you and Robert
Mom and Dad,
Itās meāyour Bertie.
I hope you can hear me in the quiet places,
in the soft rustle of blankets I used to claim,
in the little spaces beside you where I always belonged.
I remember everything.
I remember the first time you held me close,
how your hands became my whole world.
I remember the house that wasnāt just a houseā
it was my kingdom,
full of soft beds, warm laps,
and love that never once asked me to be anything
other than exactly who I was.
I know I was wobbly.
I know I fell.
But oh, how I ran.
Do you remember?
Those moments outsideā
the grass under my feet, the sun on my faceā
I would take off so brave, so certain,
and even when I tumbled,
I felt like I had flown.
And thereās something else I need you to knowā
something I never stopped feeling:
You fought for me.
When the world said my time should end,
you stood in the way of that ending.
You raised your voices, you held your ground,
you carried me through fear and uncertainty
and refused to let me go.
Because of you, I had more days.
More mornings curled in blankets,
more laughter, more sunshine,
more moments of being your girl.
That was love in its bravest form,
and I felt it every single day.
And Alley⦠sweet Alley,
my quiet companion, my soft place to landā
tell them I still curl up beside you in my dreams.
We had our own little world, didnāt we?
Blankets, whispers, and sleepy afternoons.
Mom, Dadā¦
thank you for my life.
Thank you for every gentle night,
every laugh, every worried glance that turned into a kiss,
every time you carried me when I couldnāt go on.
And thank youā¦
for letting me go.
I know how hard that was.
I felt your love even thenā
it wrapped around me like my favorite blanket
and carried me somewhere new.
I am not wobbly here.
I run without falling.
I climb higher than the tallest trees,
I splash and swim and chase the wind itself.
My body is strong, my steps are sure,
and I am everything you always saw in me.
And I am homeā¦
safe in the arms of Jesus,
whole, peaceful, and full of light.
Please donāt be afraid for me.
If you listen closely,
you might still hear meā
in the hush of evening,
in the spaces where love lingers long after goodbye.
Iām still your girl.
That never changed. It never will.
And one day,
when the time is right,
Iāll come running to youā
no stumbles, no fallingā
just fast and certain and full of joy.
Until then,
rest your hearts in mine the way I rested in yours.
Iāll be waiting.
All my love, always,
Your Bertie š¦š