04/13/2026
Monday morning: Just talked to the vet....
Indi was put on Ceftazidime inj 2x a day through his iv. He has been on it for 48 hours. He needs a second surgery to remove dead tissue because the type of bacteria, which is a type of Pseudomonas aeruginosa bacterium. It creates a biofilm around the infection making it extremely difficult for antibiotics to get to the infected area. They suggest he goes to WSU because they are equipped with everything needed to care for him long term.
But, that in itself is a huge concern regarding quality of life and the possibility of his body not responding to these very strong antibiotics over time. Secondary, WSU can't happen on my end because of money. They estimate it costing $10,000 just for WSU and I am already over extended at his current vet even with all the donations❤️.
They could do the surgery here at his vet, but they are concerned about his aftercare because they are not equipped to care for such extreme cases. Also, if they don't get all the infection and it reoccurs it would be putting Indi through even more trauma and affecting his quality of life. As it is he is really tired of being in isolation and it is already affecting him emotionally. They put him on trazodone to help keep him calm.
Today they are going to aspirate the area they are concerned is a ball of infected tissue. Also, give the antibiotic a couple more days to see if it can get the infection under control. But the concern is if it does close up the wounds, there will still be dead tissue that would reinfect his body and will reopen with infection because of the strain of bacteria.
I don't know how much longer I can put him through this. If things don't heal because of dead tissue under the skin needing to be removed, the outcome is going to be a devastating choice.
The questions I am asking myself are how long do I put him through this pain and suffering? If the medications can heal his wounds, but the infection continues inside after the antibiotic is gone, how much more can I realistically carry on like this with him? It is totally not fair to him to suffer. How does anyone make these decisions and when?
Not knowing how severe his injuries were before surgery, and then going through the timeline of the surgery and healing and waiting, watching Indi get happier while healing, not suffering from a torn up body just to find out there may have never been any hope from the beginning is killing me and I wish I would've known from day one because that decision would've been more humane at that time.
I am heading over to the vet to see him today, but as of now from the conversation I had with the vet and we are going to give the medication a couple of days to see if there's a big turnaround. I think I will know what comes next if we are not seeing improvement by tomorrow. 💔