07/09/2026
Oh my Kira.
How do I even begin to describe how shattered I am right now?
Where do I even start?
You were the best friend a girl could ever ask for and even more.
Why you had to leave me soon I'll never know, and I'm just praying that God pieces together my shattered heart because I know life will never be the same without you.
I thank him so much though, for the incredible 3 years I spent with you. you were so much more than just a dog. You read my thoughts, my heart, and you knew me better than anyone. From waking up with your sweet eyes looking into mine, to going anywhere knowing that I was always safe with you, you have ruled my world sweet girl.
Why this happened I don't know, but I do know that you will always be right beside me even when I can't see you, because you could never let me out of your sight. Your main goal in life was to love me unconditionally, no matter how broken I felt, how hurt I was, or how the world has defined me, you were always there.
Oh Kira, I need you so much right now. I need you to come find me hiding from the world, tuck your head under my shoulder and lick my tears like you have always done. I need you to be here to remind me that God made you way too perfect for this world, and I always had a piece of heaven with me as long as you were by my side.
My Kira, I never thought I'd have to say goodbye to you so soon. I never thought that I could hurt so bad by a dog I had known and loved for 3 years. How many times have I said I don't know what I'd do if I ever lost you? More than I could count i imagine. I always knew that no matter where I was at, you were right by my side.
You loved the water and the fish (I often called you my little Dogfish), you loved working with the animals, you loved the kids, you're favorite thing to do was go driving with me, and boy did you love me. I could never deserve you, and I know deep in my heart that no matter when I die, you will be the first one to meet me. Your tail will wag every time I say your name and your eyes will sparkle like they always have. I miss you girlie. I miss you so much.
I just know that Jesus is having such a fun time with you right now. Everyone loves Kira, nobody can help themselves.
It still feels so unreal. like I'm living in some horrible freakish nightmare. I'm so hurt and angry and I feel bruised all over, but I know that God is always there for me and I will heal and will cherish your memory as long as I live until I see you waiting for me at the gaits of heaven, just like you have always waited for me down here.
I love you girl. more than you could ever know
KIRA
October 24, 2023 - July 8, 2026