11/18/2025
I was tired yesterday. I could have kicked back pretty much at any point in the day, put my feet up, and had a nap. I wondered what the heck was wrong with me? Usually I am somewhat of a goer.
Well, it occurred to me at about two o'clock this morning that I am coming back off a couple of injuries and instead of giving myself some consideration...you know, like I'd give a horse...I just jumped into it the minute my feet hit the Arizona sand. I began throwing saddles and throwing ropes. Battling monster arachnids. Tuning up stubborn Shetland Pony types in the form of a spoiled Quarter horse gelding. Schooling a truck bound border collie pup and a blue heeler that 'JUST NEEDS TO BITE SOMETHING! ANYTHING!' (I mean we aren't dog breaking these five mulley heifers here, we are hunting them. 🤦)
And of course there was that panic stricken hour I spent galloping up and down the wash on both sides, hollering at the top of my lungs for my Gecko dog. I feared I had lost her...my fourteen pound terrorist who insists on taking her own path every damned time. I was convinced a sneaky, cunning critter had slipped in and made a meal of her and all her aging cuteness that she keeps well disguised in bitterness and snobbery.
After all that hollering and worry, I found her sitting at the trailhead where I enter and exit the wash, almost tapping her toe in the dirt impatiently, wearing her cloak of terrier stubbornness, waiting for the stupid human to catch up. She could hear me the entire time, but she is not the kind of dog who responds to the call of her name, only to the call of the wild.
So anyway, it occurred to me that maybe I have a reason to be tired. Maybe I've earned the right to put my feet up. Perhaps being a bit more understanding of my own body wouldn't be a bad idea.
But...well, there are those five waspy little mulley heifers and they aren't going to train themselves, and four decent head horses I can swing a leg over to do the job.
And as they say; I can always sleep when I'm dead.
Have a good day folks. 😊