12/14/2023
Health update because I know it has been quite a while and a lot is riding on tomorrow!
My last scan came back crystal clear and I am still no sign of disease with my ovarian cancer. This is great news, but the side effects of chemo have taken me down the last three and a half months. Not only am I back to not working but some days I can barely get out of bed. The fatigue is real and I have to take multiple naps during the day just to get by.
I have been hospitalized twice, am due for my sixth blood transfusion, my red blood cells are either not being produced or something is killing them off before the have a chance to become blood. I have been in for so many tests, scans, and blood work panels but not even my specialists or my P*P or the hospital can figure out what is wrong with me.
I have have been in excruciating pain in all of my joints and on some days not even able to take care of myself. Jesse has once again stepped up to help me with everything from getting dressed to helping me stand or get out of bed. Some of my symptoms include, hot flashes, dizziness, neuropathy, shortness of breath, extreme fatigue, weight gain, insomnia, joint pain, and some of the worst swelling. I can no longer wear my engagement ring or fit my feet into most of my shoes.
Tomorrow is the day for my bone marrow biopsy where hopefully it is the end all of testing to figure out just exactly what is wrong with me. For those of you who know me you know I never do anything halfass this includes leading multiple Drs and specialists on down a wild rabbit hole for the last few months.
On a brighter side my hair is finally coming back and in true Sam fashion I have died it teal to support all of my ovarian cancer warriors! I know it is a crazy time of year but I am going to once again include my GoFundMe link in the comments. It has been almost an entire year of me not working and sometimes we all need some help.
Now accepting all positive vibrations and prayers that tomorrow goes smoothly as they put me under and drill into my hip, and then figuring out my next transfusion date. I will keep everyone posted when the pathology comes back but I truly need to know what is going on and prepare to face my next journey to recovery.