06/01/2026
Yesterday, I picked Cowboy up.
And for the first time in a very long time, I felt hopeful.
Honestly... I really wasn't sure what to expect.
This dog has been through *so, so* much.
And because I was—for lack of a better term—ghosted, I had very little insight into how Cowboy was actually doing until the difficult decision was made that the placement was no longer working.
The reality is that the lifestyle simply wasn't a good fit for a dog as soft, sensitive, and introverted as Cowboy.
A constant stream of people. Multiple moving parts. Babies. Staff. Frequent activity. Busy, busy, busy. Little opportunity for him to truly settle.
For some dogs, that might be manageable. For Cowboy, it was overwhelming.
And - knowing this dog.... who feels everything far deeper than the average dog... after everything he's already been through, I worried about what I'd be met with when I saw him again.
Cowboy's endured far more than any dog should ever have to endure.
Multiple placements. Multiple transitions. Heartbreak. Great loss. Confusion. Broken promises. Misunderstanding.
And yet... the moment he saw me, none of that seemed to matter.
He was excited. I was excited.
And for a little while, it felt like we both got something we'd desperately needed: reconnection.
A familiar face. A sense of relief. Another notch on our belts.
As we spent time together yesterday, one thing became abundantly clear: despite everything Cowboy has been through, he still hasn't given up on people.
He still wants connection. He still wants belonging. He still wants to trust.
That says more about his character than anything else ever could.
I also learned that Cowboy suffered a pretty substantial injury while in his previous placement.
A large gash on his right thigh that, apparently, no one could explain.
The wound required veterinary care and stitches- which later tore open.
And despite the countless conversations and spoken commitment to maintain his raw diet, he arrived with kibble -- and diarrhea.
Back to the drawing board.
His body's keeping score. His nervous system's keeping score. And his gut needs support and rebuilding.
The good news is that yesterday marked the beginning of, yet, another new chapter.
Cowboy is now with Illya and Johanna Hardy at Topline K9 Services for a three-week board and train... thanks to all of you.
I cannot say enough wonderful things about these two people.
Not only are they helping Cowboy, but they generously donated $500 toward his program because they believe in him.
And for that, I will be forever grateful.
Because of all of you, we're now just **$860 away** from reaching our fundraising goal.
https://gofund.me/c3b50933d
Miracle #1 was getting Cowboy into the program.
Now we focus on Miracle #2:
**Finding him the home he's been searching for all along.**
Not another revolving door. Not another "he doesn't fit our lifestyle" home. Not another "things got hard" home.
A "we'll-meet-you-where-you-are" home. A "we'll-learn-who-you-are" home. A "we're-in-this-together" home. A "we-see-you" and "you're-perfect-and-wanted-just-the-way-you-are" home. A "......you-belong-with-us-sorry-it-took-so-long-for-us-to-find-you" home.
A home where people take the time to understand him.
Where commitment means something.
Where he can finally, *finally* exhale. Lord, does he deserve this.
Thanks to everyone who's donated, shared, commented, encouraged, prayed, and cheered us on.
We're not done yet.
And for the first time in a while, it feels like we're moving in the right direction.
Seeing his happy face yesterday reminded me exactly why we're still fighting for him.
Because more than anything, Cowboy deserves to finally go home.