08/21/2025
I realized recently that I've become someone who tends to only post the positive things about my life. And as much as I enjoy spreading positivity and motivation, I also want to be honest. I want to be someone who shows the tough parts of life too.
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The autoimmune disease ive battled with for over 7 years got the better of me again. I landed myself in the hospital twice recently. I lost 13lbs and any muscle tone I had was used to nourish my body while it deteriorated. At least I can be grateful I had the muscle to use.😅
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Running a business is so challenging when you get sick. Especially when you have lives counting on you. Watching all the hard work I've put into my body over the last few years waste away in just weeks is crushing. None of my clothes fitting anymore makes it hard to look in the mirror most days. Hearing all the comments about how skinny I am is overwhelming. Going back to the gym for the first time in weeks and realizing that 10lbs makes your leg shake when you left doing 45lbs is gut wrenching.
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I'm struggling right now but that's a part of life too. There is still a ton of positivity in my life and I'll never be able to express how grateful I am for the people who supported me and reached out to see if there's anything I need help with. Alex, Rachel & Skye were there to ensure the same level of care to all the dogs. Having those 3 in my corner was a huge relief. Tiffanie has been such a huge support and I cannot recommend her enough for anyone interested in learning how to start healing their body hollistically. Her page is
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So I guess what I'm trying to say is, sometimes life's a bitch and it's okay for people to see that. It doesn't make you weak. It doesn't make you less than. It makes you real and honest and that's what I want people to see in me and my business.🤎 That is all.
