10/13/2022
Is life easier after vet school? Yes. But no.
It’s taken me a bit to realize how different my life is than I had imagined it to be post grad.
I can very easily tell you vet school was the worst time of my life. But life now is SO much better. For the first time in years I’m actually happy - on a daily basis - and having few things to truly complain about compared to before.
So yes life is better, but I can’t say it’s easier.
Do I have more free time on my hands? Yes (kinda).
Do I stress about studying (or not when I should be), exams, assignments, PASSING, etc? Hell to the no.
Do I feel even an ounce of the frustration, isolation, stress or anxiety that I did just a few months ago? Thank God, no.
All of that is truly life changing, but taking on the role of doctor is a huge change, too. The emotional toll that comes from the humans and the animals, the cases, the imposter syndrome, the work hours, the continued education, learning to find time for work AND life - 🥵 it’s draining.
Right now the cycle goes: work 13-14hrs a day, 3-4 days a week. Nothing besides work happens on a work day because I come home dead. 1 day off is dedicated to continued education, 1 (sometimes 2) day off is dedicated to my business and the last is chores/errands. Rinse & repeat.
I’ve also traveled for about a week every single month since graduating for continued ed. - which has been BEYOND incredible - but e###hhaaustingggg.
I can’t tell you the last time I hand fed / trained my dogs. ME. The gal who always bitc**s about putting your dogs first 😵💫 (but I have an amazing partner who has essentially taken over all things dog during this transition).
Summary: I’m exhausted. I feel like I’m never home. I don’t even know who my dogs are anymore. I don’t know the last time I binge watched tv. BUT.
I’m truly so happy. I’m exhausted but I absolutely love what I do. I’m grateful to wake up everyday and pursue my dream, grow my baby practice, and continue to pursue education so I can be that much better of a doctor.
It’s not easier once you cross that stage, but it’s so much better.