05/23/2026
Itās these moments in wildlife rehab that are so painful - the moment where you sit with an animal youāve been working with for weeks knowing that they simply arenāt gonna make it no matter what you do. You can feel the life going out of them as they give up the fight.
You told yourself for weeks that the neurological circling behavior was a simple husbandry issue, an easy infection that could be fixed with medication, a formula or diet change may do the trick. That there had to be something you could do so the issues would stop and he would be healthy. For weeks you and the team fight for him, but the medications arenāt working, the tests are inconclusiveā¦maybe he is circling cause he is so young, or too hot, or too cold, or in pain, or stressed out, or something- anything that could be fixed. So many lab tests and vet examines and phone calls to other rehabbers, discussions with the team, hours spent researching, lying awake worrying and staying up all night working to pull him through. Desperately trying to convince yourself and believe that something would work to save himā¦all while feeling the light dim from his little body.
Our team is in pain today. We make hard decisions even when it tears our hearts apart. We donāt get the luxury to sit down and mourn, we cannot go lay in bed and have a day of sadness because we have 200 other animals to care for. We will still show up, smile to the people dropping off animals, hold and medicate other patients, work 12 hour shifts, be strong to support the rest of the team and keep our head up all while feeling the heaviness of this hard loss. We keep goingā¦for them.
Rest in peace, Riot. You fought hard.