06/09/2025
How do you say goodbye to a dog that you’ve spent a decade with? You do it selflessly, with a ton of pain and a vet team that has your dog’s best interest at heart.
Thursday, we noticed Hazel was acting flatter than usual. Friday morning, I picked her up and she was on fire. Temp was 103.4. Well s**t.
Off to Cityvet Whiterock where the amazing Dr. D and team went to work. Unfortunately, news wasn’t great… She had Immune-Mediated Hemolytic Anemia with a nodule on her spleen. The next 48 hrs were going to be critical… and well, she was gone before they were over.
Saturday, morning we went off to VEG and she was relatively stable. As long as she was drinking and eating. We had a chance.
Problem is she wasn’t eating. Threw up appetite stimulant. Had to be pilled for her meds. She was in a nose dive… I said all day she was leaving and I knew that I would be the one to send her on.
When Leti met me at VEG Saturday night, she gave me options… but she knew… I knew. We were in the middle of the treatment area and I broke. I have to say goodbye to my murder pup. I don’t get to do all the fun things… I don’t get to take a trip. I was mad. I am mad.
But, she asked to go and I said yes. DogDad came up with professor and in a private room with only people she knew and her best dog friend, we said goodbye.
My soul is raw and my heart is broken. My angry sentient mop who liked 3 people in the world beside DogDad and I had a meeting to go and it couldn’t wait. So she took the midnight train to meet her sister Fiona and to sit at the head of Murder Inc. Rest easy, chairman and keep that body count high. Momma’s got a list for you… love you.