
12/12/2024
There are just no words only a decimated ♥️. A week ago Saturday I lost my most amazing, loving, stubborn, beautiful, sweet, caring, perfect Momma in every way - StellaBear. She was exceptionally healthy all her 10 years of life - not even a hot spot or ear infection. Although, in the last few, she developed treatable low thyroid. She was a teacher, guider to
my others and all her beautiful babies, my moral compass as a breeder, my stelliemomma, stelliebear, stelliebelly, my everything! She wasn’t named after a beer, she was named after my grandma and she lived up to that honor every minute of every day! She was also an expert counter surfer who would even break the bottom of garbage bags hung on my top k**b of my cabinets making herself a piñata! She’d watch me leave the room and she snatched any food on the counter in a calculated manner. She was smarter than smart and I feel brilliant at her craft! However, that’s why I lost her. I was cutting up velveeta cheese and she jumped up and snagged a big piece. I immediately knew she was in trouble and put my hand down her throat to dislodge it. While I got most, it wasn’t enough as she choked on it. I gave her mouth to mouth, chest compressions, and I failed her… it’s impossible not to blame myself as it should never have happened as I’ve always had to protect my food and I didn’t protect enough. I will forever 💕 you my sweet Stella and never forget you as you brought me such love and joy - and you blessed so many furever families with your and Blackhawks incredible babies. I just hope she’s warmly and safely in Blackhawk’s arms in heaven!