10/30/2025
I lost my boy Sirius today to cancer. He passed away at Ark Animal Hospital at 2:22 pm today. He's with his buddy Elvis now as well as some of the other OG's that have passed before him. I don't know how old he was...probably 16 at least.
One fateful day, July 2014 - he picked me out at GCAC and won me over with his talking and reaching for me from his cage. I was there searching for another cat I was supposed to pull for another rescue that day over 11 years ago. He was so personable and super friendly. He pretty much begged me to take him home! I started to pet him and talk to him - and an inmate doing community service approached me, teary eyed and said "Can you please adopt him? I am so worried about him. He's one of my favorites here. He's been here a long time and I keep begging them to spare him - but they are about to clean cages - and I know his time is running out." (I knew what cleaning cages really meant.) I looked at the paperwork on his cage. He had been there for 6 weeks. He was brought in as a "feral" to be PTS - but the staff noticed that he was very loving and friendly - so they put him on the adoption floor.
I decided to take him home and the man was so elated. He was pulled with Elvis as well as Pixie, Trixie and Sugar in July of 2014.
The pictures do not do him justice. He was a super gorgeous black cat, probably with some spinx or siamese in him, with striking emerald green eyes. He was a huge talker and so gentle and loving. Even the vet that helped him cross today mentioned his beautiful deep green eyes.
I always tried to get a good photo of him - but he was hard to photograph as he followed me all over the place everytime I had the camera. These are two very rare shots I was able to find of him. The one with Elvis was the day he got here in 2014 (7/17/14) - and the other was of him from 2016. I have tried to take pictures of him these last couple of days to see if I could capture a picture of his gorgeous green eyes - but there was always a white cloud that was showing up on the lens. It never showed up on any other animal I pointed it to...only him. (Now I am thinking it was an angel, perhaps.)
Every cat here that passes is hard - but something about the OG's is very difficult for me. They have been here from the get go. They were the ones who began this place. They were the first to play in the buildings...the first to experience all the changes and all that was created...and they had a load of fun. The hardest pill to swallow is not just the loss of my long time furkids - but the fact that my full vision could not be finished before their time was up here. I feel this is a bit of the reason why the loss of my OG's really stings
Meanwhile, I do know I did the right thing today. I woke up to him crying and in excruitiating pain due to cancer in his colon. I knew his time had come.
When I arrived at the vet today, he began purring...and talking to me to say goodbye. I feel he knew he was going to be pain free soon. I've never had a cat thank me and be so grateful for every day he was here like he was. I really do believe he knew that he had 11 more years then he ever would have had the day I took him home.
I used to always say to him "Are you Sirius?? Yes - You Definitely Are! I love you!" I held him as he passed over to a new, renewed life and told that to him as he left this earth.
I will forever love and miss you Sirius. Give everyone a head butt for me...and I know in my heart that I will see you again one day.
RIP my gorgeous, mini black panther -
Sirius Black (GCAC Rescue) - 2010(?) - 10/30/2025 2:22 pm.