06/24/2025
The harassment and slander of the rescue industry has stopped me from doing any more work in it.
I watched someone intend to starve and harm animals and I lost my personal horses and belongings to protect and save each life I was allowed to help. I then watched that person who claimed to have remorse, go from wanting to work with me to rehab them to forcing me to make a choice between taking a child from his dad (an indictment would have made it so he lost custody regardless of the outcome) or I could choose to go to court and prove the truth.
I still receive death wishes by phone call and on Facebook. People who don’t even know me or know the love I had for the person who even caused the animals suffering or the efforts it took physically on me or the damages/loss of things I worked for my whole life to save the lives of those without “value” to most of the world.
No good deed goes unpunished and I feel awful this woman was unable to keep fighting the very real attacks on her daily. When I say I’m worn down and I’m not okay. It’s impossible to share the depths because as I write this, I know it’ll be extorted, mocked, and the retaliation for my kindness and vulnerability will be 10 fold.
Doesn’t make it untrue though and this poor man who lost his best friend and wife, the little girl that lost her mommy, and the world that lost some light as the darkness overtook everything she had left.
I hope I’m brave enough to stay away from the darkness and recognize it when it’s going too far. It’s why the rest of the rehab horses are available. ❤️
I hope you (all of you) are able to reach out for a hand if you ever need it too. Know I’m a safe person to always talk to, even if you don’t really know me or know I’m busy. I’m always busy but you ALWAYS matter. (Again even if I don’t know you) let me share some of my light until you don’t need to borrow it anymore.