
05/24/2025
This is not going to be a post I would typically make on the rescue's page. Howerever, the last few weeks there's been more downs than ups, mentally, emotionally, and physically.
🚫 I'll warn you in advance that some of the photos are graphic 🚫 But it will put into perspective why updates have been lagging but also why I'm reaching out to Phoenix Animal Rescue & Rehabilitation LLC community for help.
This is a difficult post to make but even more difficult finding words to describe the mental, emotional, and physical toll it's taking on me on a daily basis to keep things balanced out and moving in a forward direction.
Some of you know me on a personal level and are aware of the situation I've been going through with one of my own horses, Cisco, and also the struggles and set backs I've been going through with the newest addition to the rescue family, Delta. It's been a balancing act between the 2 and neither situation is good. My priorities and main focus have shifted greatly in the last few weeks and I'm reaching out to all of you for help in hopes of balancing out the scale to be able to move forward in a positive direction. My main focus at the present time has shifted to Cisco due to the urgency of the situation. To be clear, this does NOT mean Delta is receiving less care, love, or support. The promise I made to her will not be broken and she will continue to receive the best of the best on all levels. However, Cisco has moved into the #1 priority spot.
Some of you know that just shy of a year ago Cisco was diagnosed with Squamous Cell Carcinoma that presented itself as a large mass on his upper left eyelid. Wisconsin Equine Clinic & Hospital removed the mass and Cisco received chemo following that surgery. They were able to save the eye when removing the mass and some of the surrounding tissues of his outer eyelid. All was well for a time but over the winter months a small mass began to form and would come and go. In early spring this year it came again but this time did not go and continued to grow and change at an alarming rate.
Cisco has been by my side for 20 years. He's been my go to for everything and my rock. When God made this horse he designed him differently and he's shown his loyalty and value on so many levels and not just on a personal level. For me he's been a therapist, a bestfriend, and my sunshine on very dark days. But also he is the reason how Phoenix Rescue came to be. He's played a huge role in every single horse that has come through the gates at Phoenix by becoming a first friend, a protector, a confidence builder, and a mentor. Especially for the babies that came in over the years. Each horse and each baby that has called phoenix their home have always seemed to gravitate towards Cisco and he's taken so many under his wing and helped them transition into their new life here at the rescue. His value with that alone is immeasurable. To say I was devistated and more heartbroken than one could imagine doesn't even begin to sum it up. Due to aggressive behavior of the tumor I had made a decision that I thought was in the best interest of my sweet boy so I placed a call to the vet and scheduled and appointment for Cisco to be put to rest. It was the most difficult decision I've had to make and I questioned that decision heavily. The day came where the vet was on her way to address Cisco but to also evaluate Delta. It was a double whammy and I was emotionally coming unglued. Delta did not receive a good prognosis so there were alot if tears and then the tears became uncontrollable when we moved over to Cisco. The silence was nothing but pain while the vet examined the mass and the vet knew I was NOT ready to say goodbye. My heart stopped beating when she said "let's hold off and I'm going to touch base with his vet at WI Equine". She wanted to send photos of the tumor and relay to them she believes there may be another option that would allow Cisco to remain with the herd and by my side for a few more years. His condition and health seemed to be uneffected by this growth, other than the fact of it being unsightly and yes, cancerous, she felt as though this is very localized and there may be hope for him.
I received a call the following week from Wisconsin Equine and they explained their thoughts based on the photos and the vet assessment. They said they wanted to see him as, soon as possible for a CT Scan and based on what the scan shows they would take him into surgery right away the next morning. I'd this cancer has not spread, Cisco will have the mass removed along with the surrounding effected tissues and infortunaly since the inner and putter eye lids will need to be removed Cisco will also lose the eye itself even though it still appears vital. The vet was confident he will adjust perfectly fine post surgery and will have many years left. However, there is that possibility that the cancer has spread to areas that woukd make Cisco untreatable and a decision woukd again have to be made at that time. I don't want to think of that but I have to remain realistic in this situation.
I know this has been a long winded post but to try and sum this all up in short could really be done and I do apologize for that.
Wisconsin Equine Clinic & Hospital wants to see Cisco for his scan on Wednesday 5/28/25 and surgery will follow the next morning, God willing. I'm asking for the Phoenix Rescue family to please come together to help make this possible. To put it bluntly I'm spread to thin right now between Delta's ongoing cares and now to add Cisco's upcoming appointments. I honestly did not see this coming and I'm not entirely sure how I'm going to balance out the financials. I'm in need of help and asking for this kind of help and support did not come easy for me. The estimate for Cisco from begining to end is around 4🙏0🙏0🙏0.
I've tried to figure than one out in the short amount of time given and I can't. Simply put, I can't and this is why I'm reaching out to all of you for help. Any amount is truly a blessing and makes the world of difference. It's literally life changing.
2 links have been listed below. One link is for his PayPal Money Pool and the other link is for his Spot.fund fundraiser. These 2 options keep things as transparent as possible and I've also posted photos of the estimates received from his vet.
Cisco is not only my heart but he's also the heart of this rescue. Please help if you can. Prayers, shares, and help is needed and more appreciated than what words can describe.
https://www.paypal.com/pool/9f2DV6hIKq?sr=ancr
http://spot.fund/r66vsxcsc