17/05/2026
Turning 30 has been full of so many surprises and lessons.
Everyone kept making it seem like turning 30 was a big deal, and I never felt it till the point that my body suddenly became incapable of doing all the things that I love so much and basically live for(exercise and dance). It was of course only temporary, but needing a crutch to walk was truly humbling🥲. I often oscillate between being so grateful for the life I have-relaxed work schedule(compared to others in this city), the opportunity to travel and make the most special memories that will last a life time, the ability to do things with my body that many people can’t do, time to give my friends and family(which I see so many people here struggle with) and a certain degree of financial independence. However on other days I feel the complete opposite-work isn’t doing as well as it should be, my friends don’t always have time for me as life in this city is just so ridiculously hectic, my body fails me from time to time, I’m the most single I’ve ever been in my life and I just don’t feel so good about myself. However this birthday has been special, it’s made me so so so grateful for the life I live. Maybe you helped a little with the gratefulness rounds every evening 😂
I wanted to do something different before I turned 30 and push myself out of my comfort zone on this trip, however I think I kind of landed up more comfortable than I’ve ever been. I travelled to remote destination with really different living conditions than the ones I’m usually used to(ifkyk). I was worried I wouldn’t make any friends but landed up meeting and spending time with the most amazing people. I was worried about diving in current (not being the best swimmer out there) but i had the best guidance ever and didn’t feel unsafe for even a second, actually kind of enjoyed it. Having a private beach to yourself in paradise really trumps having a tap or flush.