21/08/2025
- never far from my thoughts ❤️
Two years ago, I was going through one of the hardest things I've ever been through, and that's coming from a veteran firefighter and soldier. Knowing then I was losing the fight to keep Fazz safe absolutely broke me. Having to make that decision is the hardest thing I've ever done. I wish I could tell myself 2 years ago it would be ok. It's time dont hold on so tight as the next 2 weeks will be the most horrific lonely time of my life
2023
Mr Fazz is having a really ruff weekend 😢💔
We've been fighting so hard to push away age and keep him happy and healthy, but there is really only so much we as mear humans can do to hold off age.
I ask him every day if you are OK. Our walks get slower and shorter. Standing takes a little more effort, and the huffs and sighs get longer.
I know it's almost time, and I will never be ready, but I have no regrets knowing we didn't have long together. Don't let the grey whiskers and the knowledge time be short because I have never known a bone like this one
It's s**t watching him age, but the memories are etched in my heart of how naughty and hilarious and bonkers u are inside
I know we don't have long, and I hold tight to every second we have left. I know it will be my decision to make, and I will be with you when you are ready, but I will never be ready, but for u, I will be