02/24/2021
I know not alot off you will read all it but im still going to writing it to .
Everyone is problably knowing i cannot riding mika since 2years in row .
1. Winter need to be keeping her in the second smallest pasture .
2. So i cannot doing ground working with her
3. Not event riding her ba****ck .
4. Im only having the bridle,bit , 1 paire off pink polo it was a badly old draft western pleasure to much used that the tree give up 2year ago.
I wishing i could riding her back fast but with what is happening right now around all us the 💲💲💰💰💵💵 is harshly win or event with invallydity payment it is overly then normally shorther amount.
My heart my head is telling me to looking out for a second horse or ponie because she is close to the retaying age , and to looking for riding equipements, looking for ground works equipements , looking out for the right stud if it happening ...
5.BUT ALL THAT IS RELIATING TO MONEYS THAT ALONE IM NOT AND WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO REACHING BECAUSE IT WILL TAKE AGES BEFORE SOMES OFF THE DREAMS MY HEAD AND HEART WANTS TO COME TRUE ....
6.ALL IM WANTTING IS THAT SHE IS HAPPY HEALTHLY AND SHE IS BOTHS I KNOW I SHOULD NEVER THINKING LIKE THIS RIGHT NOW BUT EVERYONES IS HAVING AT LEAST A BIG ARENA OR LIVING PLACE NOT LIKE ME NO BIG CHAMPS NOTHING LIKE EVERYONE I WISHING ONE DAY I COULD RIDING MIKA IN A INDOOR ARENA BUT IT SEEM TO FARAWAY AND WOULD BE NOT ABLE TO DO IT BECAUSE IN THE TIMES SHE WOULD BE ALLREADY ON THE OTHER SIDE 🌈 OFF OLD AGE . AND I WOULD BE STUCK AGAIN WITHOUT HORSE OR PONIE .