11/04/2025
Harley - today marks one full month without you here with us. Though the days have had to go on, I am still very much trying to process what happened to you and that you are not here with us. In some ways I still feel you here - and I hope you are.
The days after your passing have felt so dark and long but I am pushing through - I have truly never felt a pain and sadness this heavy - With fall now officially here it has put me in a spiral once again realizing that we have to move forward through another season without you hereโฆ
I have had the absolute privilege of being your mummy for the better part of almost 10 years after your dad and I met - I feel so naรฏve and in denial to have thought you and Mar would be here forever together. Even though I know that isnโt how life works I never really considered what life would look like without you here and maybe I took that for grantedโฆ
Your absence in the house is deafening - and I know your big bro Mar and little sissy Coco miss you in their own little ways too. My phone photo gallery has become both a blessing and a curse - having to โlook backโ now at photos of you and your siblings rather than recent pictures of your absolute cutenessโฆ
I miss holding you and snuggling you, I miss your smooches and your little happy wagging nub, I miss your cute face waiting for me in the bedroom window - I miss your silly little quirks waiting for a snack in the kitchen - I just miss you - in every aspectโฆ
There will never be another one like you, Harley. Thank you for all of the beautiful years we got to spend together. I will cherish all the memories and keep you in my heart. You will always be my baby bear - watch over us until we meet again my sweet boy - rest easy my love - I love you forever and ever โฅ๏ธ
โNothing you love is lost. Not really. Things, people, pets - they always go away, sooner or later. You canโt hold them, any more than you can hold moonlight. But if theyโve touched you, if theyโre inside you, then theyโre still yours. The only things you ever really have are the ones you hold inside your heart.โ
โBruce Coville