11/03/2025
It’s taken a little while to make this post. On October 23rd we laid to rest a pair of very special boys. This was one of the most difficult, but one of the most important choices to ever make. Planning to say goodbye on a beautiful Autumn day, filled with grooming, treats, pictures, endless love, and everything in between was important to my mom and me — most importantly, there was no pain, no suffering, no panic, so rush. Planned euthanasia is a weird choice and a hard choice even when it’s the right choice. Emotions were messy leading up to this day for weeks: sadness, anger, grief, guilt, void, love, disappointment, and about a hundred other emotions you didn’t know you had.
These two very special boys taught so many not just to ride, but to trust and love. They’ve been a part of both my mother’s and my therapeutic program for nearly 20 years individually or 38 years combined. They were part of our family and they were my best friends. The greatest form of respect to them was not only giving them the most beautiful retirement together but also the most dignified goodbye together.
I hope everything is beautiful on the other side for you, boys. I hope the sun shines warmer and the grass is greener. You are missed so dearly down here, but I know you’re praised so massively up there. Enjoy your wings. 🤍
Please, to all of those out there with senior horses or animals, consider planned euthanasia. To give your horse a peaceful end if the most beautiful gift to them despite the heartbreak we will forever feel. Our job as horse or animal owners is to manage the welfare of our special friends. Allowing your horse to depart with dignity and without pain is the most compassionate way to say goodbye. I hope my post and my boys final chapter inspire others who are struggling to make the best choice. 🤍