05/30/2026
Before there was Rory, there was Greta. Rory would not have the care she does if Greta had not shown me how.
Iâve told her story here before, but the feelings are what linger most. Itâs been over a year since she left me for the moon, and I still cry every day. I know, without a doubt, that I did the right thing in letting her go. That doesnât take any of the pain away. It just wasnât fair.
Greta was my first border collie. My first dog on my own, truly. My first dog with behaviour problems I could not solve. She was the first dog who really made me earn their effort. She was the first of so many things, and may have been â dare I say, I hope she was â the last of just as many.
Gretty girl, you were the bravest and most ferocious dog Iâve known, despite your fear of almost everything in life. You loved as hard as you fought, even if you couldnât trust me.
Greta, baby, you were like no other before you and none whoâs yet to come. I simply could not find another you, and I donât know how Iâd survive if I did.
O Greta, my Greta, you were a whole and unrelenting madness, in yourself and unto me. You knew what you needed. Iâm sorry I so often had to stand in your way.
Greta, I loved you â love you â with my whole heart. I sometimes wonder how thereâs room for anyone else in there. Somehow, there is. I hope you never shrink yourself just to make space.
Greta, Iâm sorry I asked so much of you. You never were greedy. I just couldnât see past you when you were around. I never wanted to.
Greta, you were everything, and now you are gone. I miss you.
Video description: A series of clips showing Greta, a black and white border collie. The clips show her in a variety of settings, looking sick, scared, or angry. There are also clips of her making progress with tough cooperative care skills. Greta passed away on April 22, 2025. I chose compassionate euthanasia over forcing her to endure more medical interventions that she could not tolerate.