05/22/2026
The last leg of the race.
Leaving on the final leg, somewhere in the very early morning, I remember the dogs being far more hyped up than I was. This is where my cold had really started catching up to me. The fatigue had set in, my fever had climbed, and my cough had worsened.
I looked at the marshals while waiting on the countdown for departure and remember saying, “Yeah… I don’t feel like it at all.”
Luckily, the dogs’ energy is contagious, and I owe it to all of us to make every experience count as a positive one.
As the seconds neared takeoff, I went to each dog, thanked them, and told them we were going to make it a good one.
Dogs are very sensitive to our energy, and on every run , whether in training or on race trails, I always thank them for their effort. Dogs with jobs are happiest doing what they love, and the same goes for people. What is shared is multiplied, and through every experience we grow as a unit, and most importantly, together.
The dogs were on fire leaving the checkpoint, and I did my best to slow them down.
“Tranquillement… doucement les bébés…”
It took them about five miles to settle into their rhythm and stop overdoing it. I left Fuji and Samba in lead, with everyone else in the same positions.
I quickly noticed Fuji had started playing with her mom, and it was ruining Samba’s concentration and confidence. Samba is a very soft, submissive female, and though she is an excellent leader with a desire to run fast, she needs a calm teammate beside her. Otherwise, she shuts down.
Many times in training I had to switch her co-lead because her younger teammates always tried to burst her bubble and unfortunately, they usually succeeded.
Running dogs is training dogs, and there is always a puzzle to solve.
We still had about 35 miles ahead of us, and no matter how much I tried to get Fuji to focus, she knew she had successfully burst Samba’s bubble, and we were no longer moving forward. Remember, at this point I had already dropped my second trusted leader at the last checkpoint.
So I tried Logan up front. He wasn’t new to the position — he had done it many times this season, as they all had.
He started playing too.
We kept moving five or ten feet at a time with every coaxing.Sometimes only a foot.
Pit. Miller. Alfred. Uno.
One foot. Two feet. Ten feet.
We were basically stagnant, and this is where things got rough.
The more you play tic-tac-toe trying to find a solution, the more your dogs can start shutting down. Samba did not want to run in single lead, and at this point nobody wanted to run with Samba, or rather the opposite.
There are so many subtleties in running dogs that you have to be careful with every approach. You can make it or break it, and the more I kept changing things, the more I was affecting their mental state and their confidence, either in themselves or in me.
I am their most trusted person, and by not finding a solution, I felt like I was failing them and losing their confidence in my ability to lead them.
It is important to stay calm in these situations and never seem overwhelmed. No matter how hard it is, you have to appear in control and in charge on the situation.
We were barely advancing, probably over an hour out since we left the checkpoint, and I was basically leaderless with a bunch of yearlings who had decided playing with each other sounded better than heading home.
Luc arrived from behind on a trail that wasn’t very wide, so I tipped my sled sideways and grabbed his leaders to let him pass and encourage his dogs onward.
Then I looked back at Bruno, who I lovingly call my autistic child because he sees the world so differently. He was chewing the line and couldn’t settle.
I knew I couldn’t put Bruno with Samba, because he can barely lead with anyone. He is simply “too much dog.”
Bruno is wild. He has a zest for life that is very often too much for most other dogs.
So I went to him and we had a heart-to-heart conversation.
“Bruno, I love you. I know you know how to do this, and I know you can. I wouldn’t put you up front if I thought you were going to fail. You wanna do this, Bruno? Can you do this, baby?”
Bruno being Bruno, looked up at me with his goofy expression, half-bitten lip hanging out, and gave me the biggest kiss.
We were in no rush to put strain on any dog, whether physically or mentally. At this point, all I wanted was to find the missing piece that would get us moving forward again.
Bruno could do it.
He was only a yearling, and he didn’t know this trail.
But to heck with it — I knew he could.
After pep talks, run-downs, and nothing but love throughout, I moved Samba and Logan back into swing (right behind the leaders) in case Bruno needed direction, and we took off.
We were moving.
Bruno was going way too fast at first, so I eased some weight onto the drag mat until he settled into a better speed.
Every few hundred meters he would look back as if to ask:
“Am I doing alright, mommy? Am I being a good boy?”
“Bon chien Bruno! Bon chien!”
Every compliment made him move forward (albeit too fast) with even more confidence.
Selflessly, he was doing something I have never seen another dog his age do.
During this race, he was becoming an athlete — not the crazy, unruly, hard-to-handle-Bruno who bullies all his teammates.
To give you a little understanding of Bruno: he comes from a litter of three brothers. His brothers, Alfred and Raz, are bonded and love each other more than any pair I’ve ever previously seen. Bruno had to be separated from them at four months old because he was too bossy and unruly.
By five months of age, he could climb or jump nearly any fence up to eight feet high, because to Bruno there are absolutely no obstacles ahead of him.
He will do what he wants, how he wants, and when he wants.
Not in a selfish way.He simply uses his intelligence to achieve whatever brings him happiness.
You can feel that determination inside him. A confidence that surpasses the average dog.
So that is Bruno.
And we did it.
We took a few wrong turns along the way.
At one point we were on a plowed road and he decided to go haw (left). I couldn’t slow the team down fast enough, and we ended up in a dead end with half the team buried up a snowbank in loose, unpacked snow.
Our third leg became more of an adventure and a contemplation of the yearlings ahead of me and the season we had built together.
When I entered this race, my goal was simply to complete it with my team of pups, with what I assumed would be more of a back-of-the-pack run. I actually ran fewer yearlings than originally planned because they had caught a bacteria we were still resolving.
Every year there are countless issues mushers have to overcome just to make it to a race.
Mushing creates resilient people, and resilient people adapt, recover, and grow stronger.
I looked at Bruno as he looked back toward me again.
"Good boy, Bruno. You’re such a good boy."
And that is exactly what the Chic-Chocs race was for us this year.
We grew stronger as a team as I finally got to run my yearlings.
We adapted. We faced and we grew.
I hope we all get to experience the joy of seeing dogs become what they were destined to be. These dogs have halos around them when they are doing what they love.
It isn’t about position. It isn’t about speed.
It’s about growing, bettering ourselves, and putting our X’s in a row.
In life, there are Karens and there are Brunos.
Choose Bruno.