08/14/2025
Let’s talk goals for a minute..
I got thinking about this during my morning routine & it’s been eating me up all day.
Last year I hit a slump I went with one goal to make the short go at Williams lake indoor.. did I do that YES
Infact Nirvana was top 5 in the average there brought home a wad of cash even finishing second in the long go and then…
I hit a wall & when I say a wall I slammed into that sucker hard.
By July she had ulcers (I always feed & give preventatives as well as know my horses as much as I possibly can) she was clocking worse after worse & I finished the season so discouraged I actually hit my first set of burn out & thought maybe trail riding wasn’t so bad 😟 (that’s not a dig at the trail riders I’m just to damn competitive for that)
After a long break & still struggling to see her clock in the beginning of 2025 I readjusted my goals. I started looking at the smaller things I needed to have done to create those big goals.
After slowing myself down I realized & started to hit major mile stones.
She won jackpots
She won another rodeo
She placed with horses I couldn’t touch the previous year
She clocked somewhere less then a second off what pros win with in an arena
Being tenths off of pulling cheques at our regular amateur rodeos.
She started firing harder
She started becoming confident
She placed in a 2d average with almost if not 1,000 horses entered.
She won a 2d round against derby horses we all dream about. Winning money ive dreamed about through this entire journey.
I was entered in a jackpot tonight. Did I go? No did I enjoy her at the trailer today between riding & tending to others yes. Was I disappointed after coming home on a high NO. I went into this season wanting to clock THATS IT. This horse exceeded it by a mile & then some. When I got her she hardly wanted to show a single personality trait about herself she was a shell of unconfidence but pure raw talent when she’d perform. Now shes happy & strives to run for me whenever I call on her. Are we perfect yet NO but we’ll get there, how I won’t get there is rushing her process. Look back on your goals when you just want to make that next run. Listen to your horse & your heart. She didn’t owe me anything tonight & I owed her a thank you, a big hug & some love.
2025 you’ve been a slice.
2026 I’m coming after you. ✌🏻
-Jessica.