23/11/2025
Miss Dixie never liked playing fetch. She only ever liked to steal them from Koda. Our current dogs aren't interested in them either. Koda however - he was a FIEND when it came to that ball!
One year we got him a bucket of tennis balls - a 40 count I believe. He made that one bucket last for years. I think it was a magical regenerating bucket lol
The other day as I was re-packing up some things from a broken box, out rolled one of his tennis balls. Instant tears. I picked it up and the air around me changed. It was full of intent energy, like it was when Koda saw one of us pick up his ball. I couldn't help myself. I went outside, hurled the ball as far as I could and said, "Go get it!"
The energy zipped away, leaving me flat. Of course, Koda wasn't there to retrieve the ball for me, so I had to go and get it myself. But for one brief moment, if I closed my eyes, I could feel his nose on my hand and hear his half bark as I picked the ball up. For one brief moment, I could pretend that time had rewound a little and he was there with me again, eager to chase that ball as long as I was able to throw it.