22/04/2026
4 months without my heart and shadow.
It's surreal to go through the camera reel, to see what we were doing these dates last year. I remain feeling numb about most things at the best of times, and everything that happened still feels like it happened years ago but also yesterday. Both thankful and furious for those nine and a bit years we got together. We did so much, and yet it doesn't nearly feel like enough.
I still listen out for you coming up to bed at night, or those happy snoozy snores.