22/07/2024
Nature is neither cruel nor kind. It’s not bound by the same set of rules that circumscribe humanity. So I won’t keen for Avanti. Instead, I'll tell you a little about her.
She came from a litter of eight siblings. Two of them passed very early into care. The rest survived, but not without a bit of trauma and sleepless nights for me. Avanti was the largest of her litter and the most playful. It was noticed early into her care that she was losing mobility in her hind legs. What was first thought to be cerebral hypoplasia turned out to be a pelvic deformity. Despite that, nothing stopped her from playing and roughhousing with her siblings. At least not until recently, when she began to lose weight rapidly. She was suffering from malabsorption, no matter how much she ate. Her organs seemed to be failing, and she was crashing daily, only to be brought back with IV fluids and critical care. All blood tests for the usual culprits were negative. The decision was made to end her suffering and let her go peacefully, so she could join her siblings.
Avanti was an avid cuddler. She loved everyone she met, and every animal here loved her—even the grumpy cat-hater, Apple. Animals just know when someone needs love, and they gave it to her indiscriminately. She got to snuggle with Grandpa Gizmo, shared a grilled chicken salad with me daily, and watched TV while wrapped in my sweatshirt. I couldn’t help but count down the days until I would have to say goodbye, but I spent them giving her experiences that probably soothed my soul more than it did hers.
Fostering animals is such an important part of my life, and I’ll never stop. Avanti spent her life with people who loved her and showered her with affection. She only suffered briefly. The alternative was to die living in squalid conditions under a shed where she was found or to be picked off by a predator. That’s just not good enough for me, no matter how much it hurts to say goodbye. Kittens like Avanti and countless others won’t make it this far. So I owe it to them to make a difference in the lives of some of the most vulnerable among us.
Thanks for reading.