20/04/2026
If you want to ask if I am okay, please don’t ask. Just know that no, I am not okay. If you ask I will break. Tomorrow I am saying see you later to my oldest. My first puppy as an adult. My first service dog. My first for so many memories over nearly 16 years. I needed it to be on a good day, not another crash day, and I know she is only hanging around for me. Ziva is not happy. I need to ease back into things after as if I don’t I won’t recover. I will never be ready but I know it’s the right choice. She has been my heart and soul for so many years, always a heart beat at my feet, and my adventure dog. Thank you everybody for all your patience and understanding leading up to this point.
Ziva one last time as E. B. Z. (Easter BunnyZiva)