15/12/2023
As many of you know, we've had our baby and are home resting and figuring out our new norm.
But here's what you maybe don't know:
This pregnancy was very unexpected and we were told it couldn't happen without medical intervention years ago, which we chose not to pursue.
We were living in a camper with three dogs while building our one bedroom home (because we'd only ever need one bedroom) when we found out we were pregnant.
During this pregnancy, we dealt with a cystic fibrosis scare, "advanced maternal age", and gestational diabetes.
All while building our home (out of pocket, so money was tight) and living in a camper with three dogs.
On top of this, during this pregnancy I also found out that Bouci (our oldest girl) has some sort of cancer. This requires meds two times a day, that I couldn't handle through pregnancy and can't handle now while nursing.
She's only 8.
In our first few days home from the hospital, we had to figure out how to be parents, get to the pediatrician due to the baby's weight loss in the hospital and go to Bouci's vet appointment to have her red blood cells checked.
She had been up in her numbers, but at this check-up, she wasn't. She is also experiencing rapid weight loss even though she is being fed more than ever and on steroids. Maybe her numbers will be better next time. Maybe not.
We have had to deal with immense amounts of grief during an otherwise extremely joyful, but scary time in our lives.
It is because of our relationship, our training, and our management strategies that I'm able to hold and feed my son with my left arm, while being able to pet and spend time with Bouci with my right arm.
It's times like these that you clearly see why relationship, training, and management matter so much. Had we not prepared our dogs for baby, my girl might be spending potentially her last days separated from me. Pushed to the back burner so we could take care of this tiny new human. Thank God this isn't the case. Don't think training & relationship don't matter. They matter a lot.