05/08/2025
May is my busiest month for my day job and the days run long.
This week has been a rough one. We lost a chick overnight Monday and found him as we prepared a chick order first thing Tuesday. We found another one that was struggling and set it up in its own hospital brooder and took off to work…Nat called about an hour later to say there had been a loud bang like a gunshot & our power went out…. Now all the chicks had to go into the small “hospital brooder” to the neighbors so they could stay warm until they got the power back. Apparently a hawk flew into our transformer and blew it. Sadly our second chick didn’t pull through.
After being away from the farm all day preparing for one of my largest work events of the year tomorrow I got a message from the kids that they found the runt of our remaining almost 8wk old piglets had died with no obvious signs of injury or illness I am in equal parts grateful and heartbroken for my kids. Unfortunately they have been the ones to discover most of our losses in the last few years and it doesn’t get easier. Quite frankly as much as my heart hurts with and for them I am grateful that loss is not something they quickly dismiss as just a part of this life. So this evening everyone is feeling a bit blue and although we all are aware that having livestock unfortunately means we will also at some point sadly have dead stock, we are also acknowledging that no matter how brief a life it is a loss when it is gone and healthy to acknowledge that loss of life and the emotions that come with that, and that losing 3 in 24hrs takes a toll and has us second guessing ourselves.
So although not every day has a happy ending it’s equally important to not forget those that end in quiet beauty.