09/17/2022
Commitment…
Ryan had a health scare this week, but will be coming home from the hospital tomorrow. I will share more about this once she is healed, but for right now a few words about commitment.
When I first heard her diagnosis it was clear that I may lose my horse, my light. All of the scary thoughts went through my mind. I even thought about selling Ruthie, my house and giving up this life if I lost Ryan. I thought I’m not strong enough for this.
Then I heard speak about commitment. It reminded me of the importance of being all in regardless of the scary parts. You show up, every day for the people and fur babies you love. It lifted me, it reminded me to fight, it reminded me how strong my girl is.
It turned my attitude around, changed my thoughts from grief to drive and sometimes that’s the most important part.