04/27/2025
I WALKED DOWN THE AISLE IN A FLOWER CROWNâBUT THIS WASNâT A WEDDING People think little girls dream about weddings. I didnât. I dreamed about my grandpaâs old pickup, the one with the broken radio and the seatbelt that never quite clicked right. I dreamed about afternoons in his garden, both of us covered in dirt, him humming some old country tune while I made up stories about the worms. He raised me. Not because he had toâbut because he wanted to. When he got sick, I overheard the doctors talking. âMaybe a few weeks,â one of them said. I pretended not to understand, but I did. So I asked him, âWhatâs something you never got to do?â He laughed and said, âWell, I never got to walk someone down the aisle.â So I made it happen. We planned a ânot-a-weddingâ ceremony in his backyard. I wore a white dress and a headband with a big flower on itâlooked like something from a thrift store fairytale. My cousin played music from his phone. We invited just a few neighbors. Grandpa wore his best suit, the one that smelled like cedar and history. When we reached the end of the path, he squeezed my hand and said, âYou look like your mama did at prom.â Thatâs when I broke. Right there, in front of everyone, I buried my face in his jacket and cried. And then, right before we sat down to eat cake, he leaned over and whispered something I still havenât told a soul. He said, âCheck the inside (continue reading in the first cáŽmment)
