04/30/2026
Tuesday morning I woke Toaster up to express his bladder like normal. When I picked him up, I felt a lump on his side that wasnāt there the night before. I set him down and watched him closely, and he was very lethargic. I immediately grabbed him and rushed to the vet.
On the way there, he started turning gray in the face. At the vet, they were able to stabilize him and gave him injections to help remove the fluid and keep him stable. After imaging, they found a large amount of fluid near his heart, and his spleen was enlarged and pressing on his diaphragm. He stayed at the vet all day Tuesday so they could monitor him, with the plan for me to continue his care through the night and bring him back for surgery the following day to remove his spleen.
After spending thousands trying to give him every chance, I brought him home with medications⦠but he didnāt make it through the night.
This is one of the hardest losses Iāve ever dealt with, especially after Nugget just passed. It honestly doesnāt feel real. I canāt even go into the living room where his pen is without completely breaking down.
Toaster was my baby. He came to us as a surrender at the end of last year, and I wish more than anything I had more time with him.
Iāll miss him trying to pull the socks off my feet. Iāll miss getting peed on while expressing his bladder. Iāll miss his little scoot and our routine of giving him toys just for him to stash under the couch. I put so much time, love, and money into making sure he had a happy life⦠and he did.
My family and I have been hit really hard by this loss. Iām going to take about a week to process and step back. Iāll be back next week to go through applications and resume posting.
Please give your babies a little extra love tonight for Toaster š¤