12/08/2025
ASKING FOR SUPPORT!!!
Last year I ran my first international dolphin swimming retreat in The Bahamas. I was intuitively guided by the dolphins to schedule this retreat for the first week in September 2024 and it was named 'Codes of Ascension'.
To book the retreat, I had to guarantee that I would bring 20 guests and the financial commitment that I made with the dolphin swimming company was NZ$73,000! Recognising that I was co-creating the retreat with the dolphins of Bimini, I telepathically communicated with them and ask for their advice in filling the retreat. I expected that they may recommend ways of advertising this event so that it reached more people. Their answer to my question - "SING!!!!!" 😳
So I started to sing, and as I did the bookings started to pour in! As you can imagine I didn't stop singing and the 20th person booked the day before my retreat was due to begin! 😍
This year the dolphins requested that I schedule another retreat in Bimini, for the 7th to the 13th September, the week of the full moon, and they named this retreat 'Sacred Union'. I asked them what was required to fill this years retreat, and they said
"RE-MEMBER THE LOVE THAT YOU ARE!"
I have to say, this hasn't been as easy as singing!! 😳
In June this year, I received the news that my father was terminally ill and didn't have long left to live. I changed all of my plans to fly home to be with him, and in the weeks following I was caring for him around the clock, and all of my focus was on him.
I barely slept, as he called out through the night every 15 minutes, needing my help. I was sleep deprived, I was incredibly emotional, and I showed up in ways that I never thought were possible being so exhausted. I started to real-eyes the true meaning of love. It's showing up, in the darkest moments for those that you care about, no matter what.
My father passed on the 29th July this year, I was with him in his final moments, and interestingly many animals gathered outside his bedroom door right before he passed. I acknowledged the support that we both received from the animal kingdom at this challenging time. ☺️
Since my dad’s passing I have been inundated with paperwork, clearing out his flat and organising probate. I have to say that death in this modern world is not a compassionate process, and little time has been availalble to grieve.
I also haven't been focusing any of my energy on my business or my dolphin retreat, and as such my retreat is only half full. At this stage I still owe the company $35,000, and there are now only a few weeks to go till the retreat begins! I find myself in a place of surrender to handing over such a large amount of money, because I know this retreat was intuitively guided and I trust myself. 🙂
However, during this whole process of caring for my dad, and supporting other family members as well, I have recognised a pattern within myself, and that is that I have a tendency to self-sacrifice. I often put others before me, and push my own needs to the side because I know that I am strong and I can handle it.
So I am going against my normal pattern now, and I am asking for support. Many of you reached out and offered to assist me, and I have a tendency to say "Thank you, I'm ok, I can do it myself", but now I am allowing myself to receive your support.
I know that I am loved and supported by many, so for those of you that would like to assist me right now, please can you help me by sharing my dolphin retreat so that the other 10 people that are destined to join, will see the event and be called. The dolphins have guided me to write this post, and I know that they want me to know that I don't have to do everything myself anymore. I am love, and love knows no bounds!
Thank you from the bottom of my heart, I am grateful and I love you. The links to the event are in the comments below this photo. 🙏❤️