30/10/2024
I need to do better here. It's been a bumpy year for a variety of reasons... and that's become evident in finding my way here to announce Rainbow Bridge crossings...
Calla-Lilly wasn't here long, really. And I've no idea on her age, how much she was bred prior to her finding home here. I do know she went a LONG time being uncared for by the matting. I don't care why or who wasn't caring for her. The fact is she was neglected. She and several others. For the part of her life she spent here she never got another knot in her coat. Her skin was able to heal and regrow in places it wasn't expected to. Not that it mattered she was coming home and she belonged here.
About 4 months ago a lump she had that was harmless previously decided it wasn't harmless any more. 1st of August we had it removed. We were told by our vet that they hadn't seen anything like it that was not Injection Site Sarcoma. (ISS). That was as much as I needed to know. Cancer treatment is rough. That's not new information. I personally do not treat cancer in my animals. We remove it if we can, and test if we aren't sure... but I don't personally feel treating cancer with medicines is a route I want my animals going down. I worry they will hurt or feel sick or have needs that they can't express for me to help them... and success rates are still very varying for lots of cancers... the potential suffering outweighs the potential for recovery far more than I'd like to commit to in most circumstances. But absolutely no judgement if someone does treat. It's just a choice I lean toward for my animals. Surgery went well. The vet got clean margins, and Calla healed beautifully. Again, being that I know very little about Calla's past and my view on treating cancer, her age being unknown... she could have been a rough 3 or a great 15 for all I know... we didn't opt for radiation treatment. Post operatively, I find out ISS usually takes the patient by 3 months without radiation treatment. By around 12 months with treatment. I knew in my heart she was on borrowed time. But a couple years together, knowing she could sleep in the sun and be an actual member of the family, is cruelly short, given her past. On the 15th of October Calla started coughing. I knew then it was game over in my heart. But we worked with our vet, ruling out pyothorax almost immediately. And considering feline asthma as a best case scenario... within 3 days, we knew it wasn't. Hospice care started. Meds for comfort and if Calla wanted Calla got.
Calla-Lilly deteriorated so fast. She refused meals a couple days ago. Getting her meds in treats or anything she would eat. She stopped taking all but the bare minimum of food using her energy to breathe. Today, we let her go. She needed rainbow bridge more than we needed her. She will be in the absolute best company over there.. but she was absolutely a special soul and honestly I didn't know I'd ever feel so close to a cat, being a dog person truly. She didn't hesitate to foster Rieri when she came in, even making milk for her. She kept the dogs in line... - to her own suiting, naturally.
Calla-Lilly was truly one in a million. And honestly, all the money and love couldn't have saved her from this. I'll miss her little trilling to communicate with me and her endless purr... we just had to make eye contact and she would start purring. I was her person and she was my little treasure. She was such a beautiful cat and I promised she would be safe here until her time was done. I kept my promise to her.
Rest now Calla-Lilly, you did so well.
We will meet again, over rainbow bridge.
❤️