01/08/2025
❤️ Rocky. There’s always a chance.
Now for a more complete Rocky update ❤️
Rocky will be 5 months old next week. I asked Dr Longoria to check his testicles yesterday as I was pretty certain both have descended and they have. We will wait until it’s cooler, probably another month or so, and then he will be gelded and his little umbilical hernia will be repaired at the same time. The fact that this is now something we have planned for Rocky is amazing to me and I’m just very grateful to the entire team of people who have loved him and helped ensure he lives a great life. This baby, so full of life and so happy, for 5 whole months 😭❤️. This village has given him that and it is a gift, to him and to everyone he has inspired.
His brace should be here next week. Arkortho has been amazing. Dr L will be back next Thursday and our plan is to wait until she is here to try everyone’s new orthotic equipment.
Rocky is doing great. Dr L and I do have serious talks about him and where we are at every week. The end result is always, he’s happy, not in pain, and living the life he was given. He does what all the other babies do every day. We talked yesterday about hospice, and what that looks like for animals vs humans as I think some people get confused. With humans, you have defined guidelines and that’s due to payment sources such as insurance etc. Typically, at 6 months if there is no decline and the patient is actually thriving or improving, the human patient can or will come off hospice and their medical care reverts back to forward goals. Most people assumee hospice means “dying and just being kept comfortable” and it’s so much more than that. I could go on for days about this but I wont. To me, defining an animal as a hospice case is a really broad and subjective place to put them. Each case is individual. I considered Carolina a hospice case from day one. She lived here for 5 years and she was still a hospice case the day she was euthanized. She was considered a hospice case due to a right carpal fracture with dependent limb founder on the left. This was the diagnosis that placed her in a hospice category, but that doesn’t mean you can’t do anything for that diagnosis to help improve their quality of life while they are able. Carolina received the care, both medical and farrier, needed to remain comfortable as long as she was able. When a diagnosis of cancer coupled with her already existing issues became too much to ask her to carry, Carolina was lovingly laid to rest. All I want is to be able to provide that for any animal that comes to us. Hospice in animals is blurry, there aren’t enforced guidelines and I feel it’s heart and medically led. I said all that to say, Rocky was deemed a hospice case the day we decided to bring him home and allow him to live for a couple of weeks. Nothing about that says: you can’t do anything to help him. A brace, gelding, fixing a hernia, those are really basic care needs. A brace isn’t life saving medical surgery. It’s not going to give him the leg he is missing. But it could, help him thrive and maintain his soundness and comfort level as he grows. He know we are not “done” and Rocky will continue to be assessed multiple times a day for any issues. Dr L said today, we still have so much growing to get through to be able to say “sure he’s fine for the rest of his life”. No one is more aware than me that t
he could change any day. I go to the barn every morning praying that he’s still the same as he was the night before, that this day will be good for him. Just days. They turned into weeks, and now 5 months have passed and I can’t imagine not getting to see Rocky grow up, but if I cannot, I know in my heart Rocky has been given every chance and he’s been loved and cared for to the best of our ability every single day of his life. He’s so smart, extremely kind to his friends, so curious and involved in everything, and while yes his life looks very different, it’s very simple really. Friends, food, playing, that’s all he cares about, and he loves his little life just as much as we love him.
Goodness, this is a novel now lol. Anyway, have a great day yall and live your best life while you can ❤️.