22/06/2026
After a solid morning of riding, I climbed onto my last horse for the day and had a moment to reflectā¦
Just 9 short weeks ago, I was lying in surgery, wide awake, having the little human Iād grown with my own body brought into the world.
Why a C-section?
Because over a decade ago, a terrible horse riding accident left me with a shattered pelvis. I spent months in a wheelchair before learning to walk again. Back then, I was told that giving birth naturally would never be an option for me.
Thankfully, Iāve been blessed with two beautiful girls, and because of C-sections, they both arrived safely. I will personally throat punch anyone who tells me a C-section is the easy way out especially if they themselves have never had one.
Nine weeks ago my abdomen was being cut open. Today, I rode nine very green, slightly spicy horses, stopping between rides to breastfeed my baby.
Womenās bodies are truly incredible.
Iāve had five abdominal surgeries in my lifetime. My body carries the scars, and it carries more weight than I ever imagined it would. Some days, when I look in the mirror, all I see is a body thatās a bit battered and worse for wear.
But then I rememberā¦
This body created life.
This body continues to nourish life.
And this body still allows me to chase the things I love. I was told that becoming a mum would mean I wouldnāt be able to keep doing what I do. Yet here I am, still riding horses, still chasing big dreams, just with two little girls cheering me on from the sidelines.
Maybe I donāt look the way I used to. But Iāve never been more proud of what this body has achieved. ā¤ļø